I love you, I hate you

I love you, I hate you
But you are always on my mind

I hate the way you smile
As beautiful as it may be
I hate the way you walk
And I hate the way you talk
I hate the way you smell
And I hate the way you feel

I hate the way you hair shines
And waves in the breeze
But most of all I hate the way
You make me feel
How your always on my mine
The way I see you but your never there
I hate it when I look at another girl
And all I see is you

I especially hate how much I love you
And everything you do
I hate how I can never have you
Or how my heart is not breaking over you
But shattering inside
With each piece of my heart
Contains a tiny fragment of memories I've confined
Memories of you I've held deep in side
Never letting go

I hate the way I feel when I miss you
And I want to break down and cry
I hate the pain that's burning inside
without thoughts of how much I love you
that I could never hide
I hate it and I hate you
But no matter how much I say it
I'll still always love you deep down in side .